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10/12/2004 Entry: "Depression recession?"
Something weird is happening. I am not sure what it is. For the last few days, I haven't felt as stressed out or mopey. It seems something vital in my depression cycle is missing. Like, I can feel the trigger to get depressed, but it never actually happens. There seems to be some kind of support or missing piece being filled in. I don't know if this is some kind of precursor to a psychosis, or a warning, or what. There has always been a kind of "man... not again" feeling in my head, especially for the last few years, but for the last few days, it's like my depression just can't get motivated. I have no idea why. I wonder if it's all the tapes?
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The Peanut Gallery responds with: 1 Comment
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I don't know about you, but after feelng so down and stressed for so long, there comes a point where my brain and body just won't do it any more, and its like a fever breaking, all of the sudden I feel like its all ok. I think we all reach a saturation point where you just can't do it any more. When we reach that point we either crack, or let it go.
Posted by Liz @ 10/14/2004 08:44 AM EST |
